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The reality of being too motivated in life. I feel useless because i can't help my baby girl So here I am still studying for my masters degree, trying to preoccupy my mind rather than just sat twiddling my thumbs so that when she gets through this I can spend as much time cuddling her as possible. It's been a tough week and I've finally plucked up the motivation to remember who I am and why I am trying to better my life. This was at 12am yesterday morning and rather than going to bed i refused to leave her side knowing and hoping she would be ok. I have the option to defer my uni, but that's not who I am! I am continuing because I want to give my girls the best lives possible and be proud of their mummy. Watch out for my next chapter because this come back is personal! #congenitalheartdefect #ebsteinsanomaly #poorlybaby #heartwarriormom #heartwarrior #chd #ebsteinsanomalyawareness #severediagnosis #heartproblems #lawstudent #law #traineesolicitor #studymum #student #universityoflaw #ulaw #lgi #leedsnicu #leedsnicu💖💖💖💖 #nicu

thee_megaladon_hall (@thee_megaladon_hall) posted on Instagram November 18, 2023 20:31